The beginning of wisdom, as the Chinese say, is calling things by their right names. (E. O. Wilson, as cited by Elizabeth J. Rosenthal, Birdwatcher: The Life of Roger Tory Peterson)

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Hurrying to Beat Dusk

November 9, 2010.  Tuesday.
Situation:  I work in the afternoon and get home, as the sun is setting, about 4:30.  Mway greets me at the porch, then dashes to the door, the stump of her tail wagging.  I hurry to put on my walking clothes
State of the Path:  I pick from the bench the same stick I had yesterday, wondering what kind of wood it is.  From the back yard I can see that, not only the yard, but our entire property is cast in shadow.  A red glow falls upon the trees on the distant ridge that rises at F__ O___ Road.  The sunset itself is a wedge of yellow above Hutchinson’s field.  For a moment it looks like Mway might take the side path, but instead she plunges into the sumacs after something.  She soon returns to the path and sniffs the leaves of a low blackberry shoot.  At the tree stand, I rest my sticks against a honeysuckle to take a pee.  I hear what might be a black-capped chickadee.  Along the creek I lose sight of where Mway has gone.  As I’m coming through the “chokeberries” beyond the swale, the sunset has suddenly become red, saturating four long banks of thick clouds.
State of the Creek:  Brown grass lies heaped on the big log of the log jam, and a couple branches lie athwart it.  A thin scum spreads across the pools below the locust trees.  Black tree trunks reflect in the dark water as I walk along it.
The Fetch:  Mway greets me at the clearing and prances along side me as I walk toward the end of the clearing.  The red glow on the distant ridge has disappeared.  I start tossing the stick just to the end of the clearing, but after a while I heave it farther into the goldenrod.  Mway comes back with it snorting and coughing, and after two tosses like this, she holds the stick in her mouth, backstepping away from me.  I turn to head down the path along the sumacs, the sunset now narrowed to a thin red line in a dark blue sky.

6 comments:

sisyphus gregor said...

I previously mentioned how when I’ve written about myself, the “I” that I use to refer to myself detaches itself from my body and, dragging everything around it with it, attaches itself to a document, while my body moves progressively further into the future away from it, uttering “I” all the while under different circumstances. It is in this way that a personal diary becomes a novel, and real people become mere characters. The real people have further actions to take, further decisions to make, while the characters have nothing to do but remain stuck in their places in a plot. It is this that I consider the essence of fictionality, not whether something is factual or not. It’s true that the identity between the “I” of the document and the “I” that I carry along with me for the rest of my life is not entirely dissevered, but it is stretched thin, and over time, perhaps very thin. Consider if I had throughout my blog called myself Leopold Bloom and you Stephen Dedalus. There would be no question of calling it a novel then, would there be, even though it was based in fact?

Anonymous said...

With such a broad definition of novel, I don’t see why we can’t call what I’m writing a novel too. Do you really want to have to tell your friends that your wife’s dog is just a novelettist? MM.

sisyphus gregor said...

PSU trustees fire Paterno, Spanier
By GENARO C. ARMAS, Associated Press 49 minutes ago
STATE COLLEGE, Pa. (AP)—Penn State trustees fired football coach Joe Paterno and university president Graham Spanier amid the growing furor over how the school handled sex abuse allegations against an assistant coach.
The massive shakeup Wednesday night came hours after Paterno announced that he planned to retire at the end of his 46th season.
But the outcry following the arrest of former assistant coach Jerry Sandusky on molestation charges proved too much for the board to ignore.
Speaking at his house to a couple of dozen students, Paterno said, “Right now, I’m not the football coach. And I’ve got to get used to that. After 61 years, I’ve got to get used to it. I appreciate it. Let me think it through.”
He shook hands with many of the students, some of whom were crying.
Other students were upset. A large crowd descended on the administration building, shouting “We want Joe back!” then headed to Beaver Stadium.
One key question has been why Paterno and other top school officials didn’t go to police in 2002 after being told a graduate assistant saw Sandusky assaulting a boy in a school shower.
Paterno says he should have done more. Spanier has said he was not told the details of the attack.
Sandusky has denied the charges.
Earlier in the day, Paterno said in a statement he was “absolutely devastated” by the case, in which Sandusky, his onetime heir apparent was charged with molesting eight boys in 15 years, with some of the alleged abuse taking place at the Penn State football complex.

sisyphus gregor said...

I posted the news article above because I went to Penn State. That’s where I was introduced to James Joyce and Samuel Beckett, and also when I first began listening to Thelonious Monk and Miles Davis. I never went to a football game there, either before, after, or while I was a student. But I did have to take a Phys Ed class, which I finally got around to in the winter of my senior year. The class turned out to be golf instruction, which took place entirely indoors in the gym – the whole class-time spent whacking balls into a giant net. When I first saw the news about this on TV and heard the name Sandusky, I seemed to recall that the name of my instructor for this class was Sandusky. At least the name Sandusky bloomed in my mind as a memory associated with this class. And when I saw film footage of the man currently accused of sexual abuse, I saw in my mind a younger man with similar features, carrying his head around tilted in a smug, self-satisfied look, which I associated with my instructor. But was this Sandusky actually my golf instructor some thirty-four years ago, or is this all just a figment of my imagination? I don’t know. What a ghostly thing is the Past, this -- to put it in Sartrean terms -- vast dark In-itself in our trail.

sisyphus gregor said...

By KEVIN DOLAK, COLLEEN CURRY and DAN HARRIS (@danbharris)
Nov. 10, 2011
Thousands of enraged Penn State students tore through the streets of State College, Pa., overnight to protest the firing of Joe Paterno after the longtime head football coach was removed from his position effective immediately.
Penn State's board of trustees dismissed the legendary coach despite his statement earlier in the day that he would retire at the end of the season.
The trustees also fired university president Graham Spanier Wednesday night. Both men were booted over their handling of a sex abuse scandal involving young boys and a former assistant football coach.
Amid chants of "We want JoePa," "One more game" and "F*** the media!," rioting students flipped over a television van, knocked a lamppost onto a car, threw toilet tissue and rocks at police and set off fireworks.

sisyphus gregor said...

Go, students!